Though it's been months since it happened, she still finds herself daydreaming.
Rationally she knows she wouldn't want to live that life, and even now she's relatively confident in her sanity.
But there are moments when she wonders if, in one world, she was crazy--could she be normal in another? The thought plagues her during sleepless nights, teases her as she patrols, taunts her as she works.
In the end, she accepts her life for what it is--really, that's all she can do in the face of infinite impossibilties. She is what she is, and she wouldn't change.
Probably.
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